you don't know how much it hurts.

those words you said seem to piercing through me innocently.
tell me how to believe that you're actually those kind of people?
show me the real you i beg.

i've been through and holding on too much.
i won't be able to hold it much longer.
you have to know i do have my limits.
i'm not just a toy for you to play with.

masked myself to hide those tears and emotions.
hide my fears and agony from all.
what else can i do cept for all these?
i just wanna be normal.

relationship isn't my game.

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