Looking now at ‘perfect’ couples makes me want to be in a relationship all over again.

I want that significant other, someone to always be there when I needed them.
The cliche wants and needs in a relationship.
I want someone of the opposite sex to fully understand me, and know how I work.
But the way things are going it’s merely impossible.


Im too strange, i disengage too much, i like to be with myself too much.
I change my mind too fast, im unclear of what i really want, i cant make decisions.
I like people who dont like me.
I dont like people who are too into me.


I think im not the in-a-relationship kinda girl.

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