I no longer can open up myself to anybody maybe it’s just because I don’t know what I’m feeling or maybe it’s just because I could no longer trust people. Sometimes I rather be alone but sometimes I need somebody by my side. Look what’s happening now.

Lover leave. The so called lover… Life is so meaningless for me right now.

Plus im studying something that I’m totally not interested in. I hope I can turn back time. I wanna change so many things.

It’s too late to regret now. 自作自受. it’s 2:18am now btw. Gonna sleep with a heavy heart again.

Sometimes it’s really better to not know anything because the truth hurts. Goodnight.